Counting Lyrics

How did it feel not even real when you're gone

My momma got ill but feel you wasn't wrong

How can I count on you when you got something else to do

This apart of my environment kindergarten through 6th grade I had a lot I couldn't hid it but something ain't sit right with me

I think I had ran out of options either I cried or I tried to get my get back

I was lowkey killing myself I couldn't heal that pain waking up everyday like damn I can't feel my face

All it did was tear me down but you started with me

Playing games on me now like you're heart was in it(There ain't love in here)

Tryna cut my losses but other shit got caught up in the way

Back to bad feelings can I catch a break

Time after time it's okay

When it's all done it won't mean nothing

I know you tired of running yo problems coming

How did it feel not even real when you're gone

My momma got ill but feel you wasn't wrong

How can I count on you when you got something else to do

How did it feel not even real when you're gone

My momma got ill but feel you wasn't wrong

How can I count on you when you got something else to do

Numbers don't mean squat if you can't hit em

Long live my brothers jumping out those buildings

How was you only hurting this year one phone call to make em disappear

Droptop roof with no ceiling

How you fall in love with no feeling

Cause I'm toxic with no logic cold feet oh wait no way I been feeling pain all day

Don't try to tell me how to feel popping Advils just to heal

It don't make it no better

I swear it's been a long long long time thinking bout when I met here

Child support got me losing my paychecks

Windows tinted politicking while sipping some lean on a racetrack

It's been hard all this year but I really thank god for what he did love

(Every blessing came from above)

So that's the reason why I'm counting on you

How did it feel not even real when you're gone

My momma got ill but feel you wasn't wrong

How can I count on you when you got something else to do