I Was There Lyrics

Listen Look, You can't build your House on dust and not expect it To flop

You have to build your house on Rock so that the chimney stays Up

Build your house on trust Understanding is a must

But I'm still, busy stuck up in the Naughts and the cross

My Twins are a blessing, I will Never give up

Then, I was stuck in Northern Ireland without a job

GraftStar is my name, and I will Get back up

Cause I've been on my face, and I've always got up

Only reason I'm in N.I, I was Selfless enough

Was getting pounds in, so one Day I could buss

Not just for me, but for you and Our sons

But you wasn't satisfied so u Nagged yourself dumb

I gave up many things so our Lives could go on

You had me in shackles, and I Almost gave up

Even if I say I would leave

My heart beats like a drum

Cause I don't want my kids to End up like I was

You got what u wanted, now u Decided to leave

I gave u true love and a place to Live

Fed you, provided and gave u Everything you need

Could've been on more dates Ofcourse I agree

But You know what I've been Through, you know what I've Done

I'ts the ones you would die for The ones behind the gun

Secret in their hearts, they'll be Praying that your gone

So before I get shot I've decided I Will cut

I was there yeah

I'm still here yeah

I'll be there for Gabe and Jude

Back and forths got me going Mad

Got me thinking how the f*** Did I even get trapped

In verbal abuse

Was I really that bad?

Cause I can swear that I wasn't T Our kids never lacked

Nah, our kids never lacked a Thing

They've been through more Clothes than JD's mannequin

Pampers, milk, and baby wipes Life is sweet

Just grateful, growing up I barely Had a thing

Nor had a penny, all I ever had Was my King

I still don't have a thing all i'll Ever have are my kids

But I don't want my kids to end Up locked in a bin

My kids need their pops, the way Bars need chip, it's peak

I was there yeah

I'm still here yeah

I'll be there for Gabe and Jude

I'm tryna speak but she won't Pick up her line

She's heard me say sorry more Than billion times

Can't be always in the wrong, but She won't swallow her pride

But could we work out, even if We tried?

Im worked up without the Ecstacy

She don't even support my music Or my legacy

Like if we're together, there Shouldn't be no jealousy

Your supposed to have my back And not be my frenemy

Or a threat to me

Cause this gets to me

I'm like what the f*** are we Even meant to be?

I'm out here promoting my songs

You just pretend to be

Lord help me please

We're not supposed to yell u see

But Communicate

And forgiveness is the only key

Open doors to healing because it Will set you free

You'll never find another person That had your best interest like Me

Should we go our separate ways?

I've had enough of this and your Manipulative ways

I just feel like every man has to Go through that phaze

A phaze of heartbreak last last it's Just a stage

I tried my best to make this Relationship work

Recommended therapy just to Make my voice heard

She declined everytime, was only Thinking about herself

After I giftwrapped the globe And gave you my world

I was there yeah

I'm still here yeah

I'll be there for Gabe and Jude

Should I risk giving more time For someone who won't take Time

And only loves me in her spare Time

Because me I am rare to find

I rose like a Phoenix from the Ashes

Not once maybe thrice

So I swear imma

Keep grinding, keep trying, keep Shining

Keep writing, keep flying, keep Fighting, keep buying

Keep riding, no hiding, more Smiling just me

Blu Star Universe is what they'll See

I'm gonna impact the world Including overseas

Clothe the homeless, and give Me them food to eat

Make the world a better place For people like me

There's more to life, than just Women, I'll tell you this for free

I know many men will relate, but Wish death upon me

Some smile in my face, behind My back they are weeds

They thought I'll never grow up But little did they know imma Mustard seed

I Trust you is better than I Love You, because you may not always Trust the person you Love but You can always Love the person You Trust