you can no longer / where you are Lyrics

You can no longer contact me to tell me all the beautiful things you used to tell me a few months ago

You can no longer call me any time of the day

Better yet for your own good

Delete my number from your phone

I cannot begin to imagine the torment of you having memorized my number

And it being the last thing in your to do list when you're drunk, lonely, and deficient of slumber

Save yourself the embarrassment

For changing and morphing into the love that you bestowed

Had me surfing in the waves of your lovely

Good lord Jehova, what's this I see?

I'm crying to Yemoja to dry my tears

My heart is aching,

My heart is heavy,

What made you leave me?

And I'm wondering, how did we fall in one day

Was it all my mistake, nothing I can replace

Oh honey I'm drowning in the deep end,

I'm sinking, no more wading there's no reflex,

I'm confused, so confused, so so so conflicted

What's the use, there's no use, for commitment

It's the little things

always the little bits that hurt the most

Like the tip of needles and thorns

Like waking up to realize that you're blocked

Or perhaps you're no longer following an account

It's not rejection it's how it's done

It's not redirection, but how it's planned

It's not detachment, but how fast you seem to move past

All that was, when it was and now you've left me for someone else

How quick? Shame on me for being slow