With My Demons Lyrics

Sitting at my nine to five

Absolutely sleep deprived

Constant thoughts of suicide

I need a fucking break

I'm not even trying to hide

The fact that i am dead inside

Whenever you see me smile

You know that shit is fake

Even when i try to cry

All it does is burn my eyes

Feels like i am paralyzed

I'm going insane

To all the homies by my side

Thanks for being in my life

Hope I'm not a waste time

If so feel free to leave

Flying high with my demons

And it's getting hard to breathe

But I hide behind a mask

So you can't see me when I'm weak

I'm always asking why do I exist

Wondering what the fuck my purpose is

Covered all my wounds with bandages

None have healed & the infection spread

So many thoughts just float inside my head

None of them are ever positive

But I'm scared to show any weaknesses

So I just keep them bottled up instead

I got a Glock in my closet

And it's calling my name

The only way things will change

Is when I'm buried in the grave

I'll make it quick and painless

I don't wanna feel a thing

anything to drown the voices out

So I can feel at peace

Flying high with my demons

And it's getting hard to breathe

But I hide behind a mask

So you can't see me when I'm weak

You can't see me when I'm weak

You can't see me when I'm weak

You can't see me when I'm weak