Not The Same Lyrics

Ain't nothing the same

What you know bout the trenches taking showers in rain

Baby hold you're applause I understand that I'm great

If she plotting then she tweaking and I'm leaving her man

Higher self looking down so I know I'm okay

Tears shed when Asleep

Hide the pain when awake

Swear this shit getting deep

In my chest feeling pain

Recently was traumatized and ain't nothing the same

Clenching on my stick you know I never play

Got the block posted on me

And I put that on gang

I don't talk about it

I'm still dealing with pain

But I'm gonna make it out

It ain't nothing but change

I hear people saying JJ where do you stay

I keep my circle small don't fuck if you're fake

Momma going through withdraws I don't need to explain

Oldest son came in she O.D. by the sink

Then my brother's father past away because of the drink

Go to sleep wake up thank god for the day

The power stay within me honestly I don't even pray

Everything stay in motion nothing staying the same

Ain't nobody call my phone asking if I'm okay

I been heavily distracted smoking all of this weed

Behind this pain and all this anger yeah they really gonna see

That I'm still the same child when they neglected me

Ain't nothing the same

What you know bout the trenches taking showers in rain

Baby hold you're applause I understand that I'm great

If she plotting then she tweaking and I'm leaving her man

Higher self looking down so I know I'm okay

Tears shed when Asleep

Hide the pain when awake

Swear this shit getting deep

In my chest feeling pain

Recently was traumatized and ain't nothing the same

Ain't nothing the same

Ain't nothing the same

Yeah, Wait

I think they need to chill

Focus on paying bills

No more running these streets no more popping these pills

I ain't judging nobody people do what they will

Luckily somebody showed me unconditional love

We all got pain, everybody needs them a hug

Dirty money burn quick got to clean it with suds

Where'd you go when I was broke and I was deep in the mud

Growing up ain't had no mattress, went to sleep on a rug

I know that I'm chosen I been counting my blessing

Always been a master life path number eleven

Figured out my life about around the age of seven

Remember Uncie she always told me she would see me in heaven

Ain't nothing the same

What you know bout the trenches taking showers in rain

Baby hold you're applause I understand that I'm great

If she plotting then she tweaking and I'm leaving her man

Higher self looking down so I know I'm okay

Tears shed when Asleep

Hide the pain when awake

Swear this shit getting deep

In my chest feeling pain

Recently was traumatized and ain't nothing the same