PASTSICK! ft. Yokai Dreams Lyrics

I said "You peaked in high school"

Well, I peaked on the side of the freeway at 3 a.m.

Happy new year

Mark the new start of a mess that we created

So I've been drinking too much and it's been eating me up

How I'm just dying to see you

Not even keeping in touch

Just losing time

Got bad at hiding our feelings

I know you've seen it enough

And you had tried to fix me

As I used my mind against me

And I tried so hard for this

Everything I never wanted

And anything to push her farther

I guess I've got to die a little bit to feel alive

And I just wanna get past this point of life

Tried to rip it like a bandage

So tell me why

It still feels the way it has been after all this time

You can see it in my eyes when I keep it all inside

'Til the memories get me pastsick

Nothing good has ever lasted

But its Better said and done than if I hadn't

Past tense

Sweeter than molasses, but surely it was bad if it's a habit

Surely it was bad if it's a habit

Surely it was bad

I guess I'm just a dumb fuck kid

I've got a guilty conscience

I fall in love with toxic then I wonder how we got this far along

I never thought that I would start the new year with "I never wanna see you again"

But I can't seem to get you out of my head

And I've gotten kind of sick of all the stress

And I hate to say it, but I don't think we'll make it

So I guess you're just another new regret

And as hard as it may be it's for the best

And as hard as it may be

Ya, I just wanna get past this

I tried to rip it like a bandage

But it still feels the way it has been after all this time

You can see it in my eyes when I keep it all inside

'Til the memories get me pastsick

Nothing good has ever lasted

But its Better said and done than if I hadn't

Past tense

Sweeter than molasses, but surely it was bad if it's a habit

Ya, past tense

Sweeter than molasses, but surely it was bad if it's a habit