Hate Myself Lyrics

And I hate myself

And I know that I

(Let me get out of my head I said)

I just wanna feel something

Looking for a real something

Tell me do you feel this

Feel it down in my chest

Usually I feel nothing

Sympathy that I'm fronting

I know you know I'm bluffing

I just wanna feel like

Would you ever lie to me

I know my past ain't that great

It's obscene

All your lies I'm crucified

It's killing me

Lose myself before my eyes

You've been afraid of commitment

And I've been afraid of my life and who's in it

This ain't recovery

A full on apology

I saw this coming

So call that a prophecy

I skipped the pan and went straight to the fire

Screaming and yelling

And call me a liar

Throwing the fists

Swing and a miss

You just a (woo)

Can't go on like this

And I hate myself

And I know that I

(Let me get out of my head I said)

I just wanna feel something

Looking for a real something

Tell me do you feel this

Feel it down in my chest

Usually I feel nothing

Sympathy that I'm fronting

I know you know I'm bluffing

I just wanna feel like

(I just wanna feel)

(I just wanna feel)

(I just wanna feel)

And I've been on my own for a couple months at a time

And I'm preventing my eyes from fully going blind

And Imma shoot my shot that's why I got a nine

And I've been screaming out in the middle of the night

I hate myself