Reflecting Lyrics

(What's up

They call me CruzZ now, you heard)

I'm reflecting on my life, drawing sketches of my spite

Reminiscing how I used to pour the lean up in my sprite

Messaging my wife, always messing up what's right

Poverty inspired me to change up in the night

Fighting for a dollar only made me hustle harder

With three miscarriages, I could've been a father

And farther down the road, I ended up broke

Wasn't eating for a minute and I didn't have a home

Suicidal thoughts put the chrome to my dome

I was zoned out, thinking how I felt so alone

How I made it out, depression still a question I face

When your percocets laced, tell me what does it take

To move on from a mindset that drugs and crime set

I bet nobody could be what I said

If I die by the gun, then I'll lay in my bed

But I won't let the drugs take over my head

I've been,

Traumatized since birth

Who knew that the devil would be walking on the earth

I'm still rolling up an opp, like I'm rolling up the herb

And I'm rolling down the street, blasting Kenny like he just got shot

When I get 10 mil, then I'll split it with my block

Imma crop, everybody out the frame

If they ain't investing in me, then it is a shame

Cause I never play games when it comes to my pain

I put it in my lyrics for the ones who feel the same

Watch this chain swing while I maintain great things

I've been undefeated when I accept what fate brings

Life been crazy ever since I was a baby

So lately I feel like Haiti, I'm leaving the haters shaky

And maybe I'm just like Hades, or maybe I'm just like Brady

So nobody could replace me, I'm hasty when I get hazy

And I'm faded like Shady, I'm wavy like KD

I'm shooting shit when they in my face, I cannot be replaced

Your favorite rapper ain't safe when I stunt

Like I'm Evil Knievel, I got the diesel

And people say I'm an eagle

I'm flying without a needle, so needless to say

I go harder than the Beatles when I'm feeling this great

Watch me peel off the block when I cop Escalades,

And my flow so sick like a nigga with AIDS

A nigga has made lemonade with the lemons they gave

I'm running the game, nothing the same

I'm raising the bar and changing the pace

Now I'm paving the way, but the pavement I walk on

Remind me of days when I ain't have shit

I made this lit, so I'ma stay humble

With these diamonds on my wrist

I'm confined to excellence, so it's time for you to switch

Occupations when I step into the booth

I leave the microphone blazing