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Well maybe I'm just anxious

I'm covered in pain and sadness

Like it's a blanket it's madness

I told my momma I'm dangerous

I'm not a forced to be played with

I wrestle with God and Satan

They told me that I'm their favorite

The pressure it feels amazing

Latched onto the trauma

My thoughts I try to honor

I wish my momma knew

How bad that I was hurting

Surrounded by conflicted, hurting, working, lost soul servants

Like my daddy, no offense I got some dreams I gotta get to

And he created ways

So I could find my place, in this world

So I put all I got into my words

And I promise imma rap till you find me in a hearse

Swear when I'm at the mic it just frees me of my sins

The way I rap about buying my Dad a new Benz

And finding peace in this world for my son to grow in

Maybe I'm just anxious, maybe I'm just sad

Maybe a part of me is a part of my real dad

I miss a lot of home like my friends and all the smokes

nowadays the w**d is so that we all cope

The Earth was so abundant and love was so fresh

But we kill each other, steal, and try to hurt instead

I hope my grandma still prays for me

As I chase my dream of peace, faithfully