if i lose you (i lose everything) Lyrics

I think I need a rule book

So I know how to talk to you

I'm sorry it's been a while

But I figured out

Some things about myself

That I'd like to share but

You first

Did you ever get lost in New York

Like we said we would but never got around to it

Sorry if it's weird to ask

I'm sorry

But I think about you

I think about you

When I write when I sleep

When I need someone to talk to

It's new

But it's true

Singing the songs we lived to

I'm learning to be human

And sometimes that's hard to do

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you I lose everything

Pinky promise by the bleachers where we met

Declaration of Distance Friendship

Dude, I swear if you leave me again

I'll lose those 10 years and pretend

It never happened

But you're still in my bedside drawer

with the necklace from Jersey

I'm torn

It's hard enough these days without you

5 min from my front door

We'll say "Hi" like we're strangers

I don't know why

It's a lot to unpack right now

Sorry how is the family

They must be proud

How long are you in town?

Cause

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you I lose everything

I lose every memory

I lose years of me

I lose every possibility of finding me

I lose autumn swings

I lose carving trees

I lose grass stains

I lose everything

I found oxygen

I found midnights

I found dancing in the rain in her headlights

I found peace

In the city

I wish I never had to leave

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you I lose everything

If I lose you