Painful Circles Lyrics

So this is what that pain do

Violation on my soul

Damage on my fragile core

What you know about it

Yall just don't know about

This weight I carry, my life is truly scary

(This weight I carry)

Weapon on my hip

(Mmm)

Fully loaded clip

(Mmm)

Venom from my lips

(Mmmmmmm)

I got these thoughts on my mental and they won't loosen the grip

All these demons against me, they tryna sink my battleship

All these people around me they think they know what's best for me

But they don't

I'm in this battle alone

Nobody close to lean on

This weight I carry alone

I'm in a battle for my life and I feel so close to the edge

(Feel so close to the edge)

I might just fall off the cliff with one little slip

Crash to the bottom of this deep abyss

Would you care if I wasn't there no more

Would it matter if I lost myself in this war

What I'd give for a break, I don't want no more

I just wanna get away, fake smile on my face

My laughter is so fake

My heart is filled with hate

Hollows channel all my rage when I send you down range

I've been running in circles around this pain

I've been running on circles around you

I've been running in circles around this pain

(And I cant get away)

I've been running in circles around you

(Running around, Ive been running around)

I've been running in circles around this pain

I've been running in circles around you

Run away, I just can't get away

This image in my brain got me in shambles

Sometimes I feel like animal

Feel like I break everything that I touch, I'm on path of destruction

I cause destruction

And tt's fatal, the way I am I'm not stable

Mental needing a cradle

The way I move with this pent up aggression

Feels like a curse I'm a weapon

The struggle with my depression

They try to coddle me, swaddle me

Hold me close to the chest

It just ain't working, I'm hurting

I'm always feeling unrest

The pain I'm feeling it's killing my slow

These demons they won't let me go

I tried, but I can't close the hole

And I feel so alone

But I crave it, true happiness but I fake it

I've been running in circles around this pain

I've been running on circles around you

I've been running in circles around this pain

I've been running

Yeaaaaaaa

Running in circles, around you