Overthinking Lyrics

I'm overthinking all these times

Yeah I'm talking bout milliseconds leading to years

Worried about shit and how is it I do appear

To my peers so here's to me deading all of my fears

Or at least attempting genocide on these

Weird

Self deprecating thoughts

And how is it I cross

My T's and how I dot

My I's so now I jot

All of my own thoughts

Before I just jump off

Before my dome go pop

And I was hoping pleading

Someone opened up my feelings

Told me it's fucked up but even

I could trust another even when

No one be agreeing

seeing equally with me and not conceded

Toward my thinking's honestly

It's relieving that

No one's faking shit with me and it's

A difference I need to normalize in my whole life before some pricks

Alter some shit or make an attempt to succeed in it

But lemme stop with this before I start overthinking it

Even if I don't know all my own mind I feel like I really will be alright

Things maybe going kinda crazy as of lately but please I'm fine

I know it may seem that I'm lost in

Thought I promise I'm alright my friend

I'm okay

Even though my minds been mostly overthinking

Even now I'm feeling stupid

More than clueless I'm just honest

With myself I do it regardless because

I'm an artist It's definitely not me being more than modest I am the harshest critic there is against myself

Without me being cautious

About what I say

I don't give a fuck about my feelings

Because no one ever did its always been

Toughen up little pussy butter cup

So one of the best things I could've ever done was shut the fuck up

So I did

Cause I thought it'd be better if I didn't talk wreckless

But I'll admit

My tongue was razor sharp when I used pens as swords and finding out my mind could

Start wars

But before I enforced

I tortured myself mentally of course

Because who the fuck was I to make fun of

Any ones course of action

Being judged by some pissed prick lemme stop this before I start calling myself worse shit

Even though if I don't know all my own mind I feel like I really will be alright

Things maybe going kinda crazy as of lately but please I'm fine

I know it may seem that I'm lost in

Thought I promise I'm alright my friend

I'm okay

Even though my minds been mostly overthin-

I'm feeling the doubt

I feel in myself

Yeah trust me I've always tend to question

If I am enough

Because they all judge

Real question is why do I listen to what they all mention but

I shouldn't be hitching with my thumb up

I shouldn't rely on someone tryna pick me up

Fuck

And to be honest all my confidence got up and left with such and such

So sorry if I say that I hate myself

But yeah I'm trying all my best

That's why I keep etching all my steps so that

I don't go making the same mistakes again

So please it's my apologies for you to be a little more patient with I

Why I decide to be more nice to my mind

I know it'll be hard but I'll give it a

Shot to where I try