Hard For Me Lyrics

I can feel you miles away

I don't know you by the days

If I showed you all my scarring

Would you judge me by my pain?

If I told you all they did to me

Would you see me differently?

Would you see what you saw in me?

Baby

If I tell you that it's hard for me ?

Baby yeah

See the pain I'm feeling

Ain't no way to live a life

Say you love me I don't trust it

I don't feel all right

Cause every time I think it's love it's only lies

And every time I open up it's suicide

But I can't give up on you

For what you didn't do

And I know that you confused

But this what love will do

Got time to tell the truth

I'm tired of feeling used

And I know you'll only leave me

I can't be a fool

Just a step away from falling over

Would you love me still bae if I showed you

you're everything they put me through

I can feel you miles away

I don't know you by the days

If I showed you all my scarring

Would you judge me by my pain?

If I told you all they did to me

Would you see me differently?

Would you see what you saw in me?

Baby

If I tell you that it's hard for me?

Baby yeah

If I tell you it's hard for me

Slurring and Trippin'

It's blurring my vision

I feel like it's hard to see

Hurting to get it

They saw that I did it

Ain't know I could hardly breathe

Going up like the sun in the morning

They ain't know I was crying to sleep

They don't know that I'm dying to be

They don't know I was trying to get it

What you looking to find me?

Cause I swear it's a wonderful feeling

Say I tell you I wanna be free

Get these people up out of my business

No I ain't perfect I'm hurting inside

I don't even know how I did it

I'm a star

Too many scars to count on me

In my heart

I feel that I'll forever be

Insecure

Cause I don't want no one to see

I'm unsure

Yeah yeah

Hard to see my worth

When people show me ain't worth they time

Hardly make it work

Hide my dirt so I don't go outside

But I'm a keep it truthful

They gon' see me just for who I am

Baby this the usual

I don't know that they gon' understand

I can feel you miles away

I don't know you by the days

If I showed you all my scarring

Would you judge me by my pain?

If I told you all they did to me

Would you see me differently?

Would you see what you saw in me?

Baby

If I tell you that it's hard for me?

Baby yeah