Alive Lyrics

Lookin' around at these walls

Wondering where I went wrong

I say I never need help, but no I ain't tellin the truth cause I'm feeling lost

What is my purpose, what am I here for

I question that day after day

Look at the time that we wasted

I'm painting these pictures & cropping the hate out the frame

I know it isn't the same

I sit back and wonder will I ever feel this again?

My mind is a mansion, I'm stuck in the basement

The only way out is to go thru the pain

I dont complain

I done been left in the dirt, it turned into mud when it rained

I felt the hurt, I put my trust in 'em I am the only one that I can blame

Wish they could see me now

Keeping my head on a cloud

Mind on a milli, my soul on 100, it's clear they never figured it out

You wish I would fall

I hate to let you down

You heard that I'm up right now

I Never felt more alive

I live in the moment

And I'm staying up for the ride

I feel alive

I was a troubled youth

Tryna catch me a W

Chasin after money, I ain't lovin shorty

After I'm done, you can have her too

When I'm in the booth

I'm a serious issue

You better off getting a copy

I used to tell you I miss you

Now you opposition

Be safe cause it can get sloppy

I know you watching

The takeover coming

Remember the times when you overlooked me

I let it get to me

No one accepted me

Now it's a payment when you wanna book me

Gave you the best of me

I got the rest of me

I admit I went out like a rookie

It ain't no testin me

I'm like a referee

Heart done went cold, now it's ice on my hoodie

I remember I was hurting for pennies

Now I'm back and I'm giving em fury

never got over the shit that I went thru

But I got a plug and his product done cured me

Vision is blurry, I'm still seeing thru 'em

Just know you got left cause you didn't deserve me

Gotta stay focused & stick to the mission

Whatever you're into it doesn't concern me

I'm on to finer things

I need privacy

Every day I be fighting anxiety

All of these problems in different varieties

But I got people that I know rely on me

When I was young, my homie guided me

Now he got life and I'm sending inquires

Fuck 12, I ain't giving compliancy

Middle fingers up to all of society

I feel alive

More than I ever been

Counting the bread with my brethren

I got the plan, with no time to waste

My enemies know I'm competitive

If you know me then you know that I'm genuine

The money is coming consecutive

Never acknowledge the negatives

I'm getting win after win, it's repetitive

I feel alive

More than I ever been

Counting the bread with my brethren

I got the plan, with no time to waste

My enemies know I'm competitive

If you know me then you know that I'm genuine

The money is coming consecutive

Never acknowledge the negatives

I'm getting win after win, it's repetitive

I feel alive