Wont Be Alive Lyrics

I see love thru the window

But I can't get thru the glass

Bullet proof I try to shoot thru

But it ends up hittin me

This pains gonna last

When I hurt you it hurts me

Why put a dagger in my own heart

I'm hard to deal with I know that

If I dont get love back

I'll live but I won't be alive

I won't be alive

I won't be alive

I won't be alive

Push thru is what they told me

Bout to go to therapy but I'm scared

I don't talk to nobody but you

I tell you secrets I keep when I'm impaired

I'm trying so hard

to find love in myself

I'm trying but I can't control me

I can't control me

Ask God for guidance I ignore

Ask for your hand but I broke promises so that won't be enough

Won't be enough

And it's killing me

I'll live but I won't be alive

I won't be alive

I won't be alive

I'll live but I won't be alive