lost king ft. Sensitive Sean & Beautiful Beats Lyrics

So sick of this bottle chugging

I wake, I barely get sleep

Kind of wild the pain I love it

Repercussions I barely can eat

Why I repeat

All the same things

I can't believe I'm existing

Will my heart beat while the song bleeds?

Over and over I'm a lost king

I'm an amateur at righting my wrongs

But I'm a pro at showing all of my emotions wrong

I wear a mask to convince them that I'm strong

But I don't let nobody in cause I don't wanna take it off

The night ends, I look into the mirror and I ask myself

Whose approval do you need inside your head so you're enough?

But I'm so, so sick of the patterns that I'm in

Cause I don't feel like royalty, just a royal pain in the ass lately

Yeah I'm a lost king

So sick of this bottle chugging

I wake, I barely get sleep

Kind of wild the pain I love it

Repercussions I barely can eat

Why I repeat

All the same things

I can't believe I'm existing

Will my heart beat while the song bleeds?

Over and over I'm a lost king