I dont understand Lyrics

I just don't understand

How you can find someone new and they just leave again

I never thought that I would be back in this position

Even when I felt like I had the greatest chick, and now I wanna do drugs again fuck

This stupid shit on my mind

I feel like I'm wasting time

I wish I could go back to when I was a kid and rewind

Cuz deep down inside

I wanna be that happy again and see what life used to be through my eyes

But that's just not how it goes

In fact it's the opposite and this shit it just fucking blows

Cuz I know that these hoes move on so easily and it's like no

Cuz bro I just don't know how to cope

With my feelings, I just can't keep dealing

With this stupid bullshit, and I just don't wanna feel it

That's why I get so high like the motherfucking ceiling

And stick with my homies cuz they really are the realest

Hurt once, hurt twice man I can't even count

New year, new me bitch I'm still fucking down

I used to love it so much when you would come around

And now I feel like I wanna bury myself in the ground

Okay but not literally

Bitches can't take a joke but they can take the dick seriously

Fucking stupid hoes I laugh at them hysterically

Thinking they're wifey material asking will you marry me

Um nah I think I'm good

I want a loyal girl that's gon treat me how I should

Be treated I won't repeat it

If you can't even do that then bitch just fucking leave it

Cuz I forget about the past

And yeah it does hurt but I don't let it kick my ass

Cuz if you let it do that it will just keep coming back

And make you so mad that you'll start to attack

Fuck, man this generation

I don't understand how these bitches don't have patience

If you got problems then why didn't you say it

I would've understood them and helped you explain it

So I could truly help you out

But you kept them inside nothing came out of your mouth

And I could start to feel everything going south

I'll just leave it there fuck shit I am out