Pesticides (Acoustic) Lyrics

I think i accidentally smoked pesticides or pcp

The year before i left for college

Everything looked like a deep fried meme

I think somebody laced my weed

I didn't do it to myself I promise

My mama warned me about little pills

And older men

Strawberry fields that never end

She did her time

Somehow escaped that clawing hand

A strength ill never understand

That iron grip can get so tight

What if I broke this stupid glass over my dumb head?

Let all the blood run down my arms til the garden's fed

Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled

Make a bouquet hoping i'm half as useful when i'm dead

My hair was blue when i met you

Once purple pink even green too

Poison dart frog taught me well

Playing pretend for $10 a seat

What a small price to meet the queen of hell

Springs and caves and muggy weather

Things that make me feel i'm tethered

As no one else is to their home

Broken needles hummingbird feeders

Elderberry wine by the liter

Neural pathways over catacombs

What if I broke this stupid glass over my dumb head?

Let all the blood run down my arms til the garden's fed

Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled

Make a bouquet hoping i'm half as useful when i'm dead

Oh my love i have done it again

I have forced you to prove that when

I fall

You will catch me

Shadows in my corner again but right before the dark can win you call

Out to me

And i didn't think that i'd find anyone

With half a brain to think i'm the one

They'd like to wander home with

What if I broke this stupid glass over my dumb head?

Let all the blood run down my arms til the garden's fed

Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled

Make a bouquet hoping i'm half as useful when i'm dead