Paradox Lyrics

I said I wouldn't but I let the world affect me

Now I'm alone and kicking it into next week

I'm in my zone when venturing on my own

You motherfuckers are flaky I'm counting on y'all to test

me

So don't accept me requisite rudimentary

Wrecking the roots of river your regimen could pollute me

The line I'm walking is thinner than an anemic

And plus I'm high as the ego I can't believe I believe in

I got three homies I know and trust

and none of us ever minded that they don't notice us

But now it's different in Denver winters I'm shivering

Looking to lend a hand to another stranded civilian

Sniffling through the syphilis but you don't give a fuck dude

Forget impressions find a purpose through I love you

I'm not above you although that's what I thought

Shit I gotta rearrange the way I view this paradox

In this heaven that we're living in, wretchedness is relative

I relish in embellishment a pessimistic mess my vibe is venomous

A retrospecting sentimentalist everybody tells me I'd be better off benevolent

Well I did my best and heaven knows that I've tried

I'd rather be depressed then emancipated through lies

The less I'm living the more I'm willing to die

Hold my hand let me take you inside

(Does anyone remember who I am)