TURN TO DUST Lyrics

It seems like everything I touch will turn to dust

It's a fight with the devil and I know that I must

I gotta keep on going, gotta always fight

To see more birthdays

Cry today, break down tomorrow

Drown in a bottle of alcohol and sorrow

Zipping up my whole regrets

Smoking all of my regrets

I'm getting this off my chest tonight

I don't wanna see my girlfriend cry

Trying to survive through this life

Trying to survive through addiction, it's hard

And she knows it well herself

All of my friends mostly did it too

We all hurt, and fucked up and we all traumatized

We never went to therapy like we should

Everything we touch turns to dirt and soot

Ashes to ashes, we all fall down

It seems like everything I touch will turn to dust

It's a fight with the devil and I know that I must

I gotta keep on going, gotta always fight

To see more birthdays

Cry today, break down tomorrow

Drown in a bottle of alcohol and sorrow

Zipping up my whole regrets

Smoking all of my regrets

But the pills, but the pills, but the pills

Always killing my brain

And the chills, and the chills, I always get it every day

Goosebumps on my arms, yeah

Sound the alarms, yeah

Think that there's a fire, think it's a burglary

The demons are breaking in again

Oh, they're kicking up in again

I feel the drugs kicking in again

Oh, I'm feeling so good again

I'm off of all of my medicine

And I'm relapsing, relapsing, relapsing

Relapsing, relaxing, I'm losing traction

It seems like everything I touch will turn to dust

It's a fight with the devil and I know that I must

I gotta keep on going, gotta always fight

To see more birthdays

Cry today, break down tomorrow

Drown in a bottle of alcohol and sorrow

Zipping up my whole regrets

Smoking all of my regrets