In Conversation (Freestyle) Lyrics

In conversation they can never get it outta me

On the microphone I open up entirely

And I've been thinking should I tweak a few details

In case the verse offend all of the people that inspired it

But keep it honest if they trip they do it quietly

Cause that honesty's the only light that's guiding me

Only thing that keeps me stable when I'm spiraling

Only thing I really do that doesn't tire me

And I've been caught up in my thoughts

Tryna figure out why every single conversation feels like a goodbye to me

And I'm just looking at my circle

Kinda funny I don't see none of the ones that tried convince me they would die for me

Ain't been hungry in a minute but this year we took a vow

We grinding like we tryna make it out of poverty

And T told me "yo this year I don't show up to the function if it isn't with a dime on either side of me"

To each his own

I'm focused on the peak and tryna reach the zone

I'm working on the mix tryna complete the songs

Little things like the delivery, the pitch and tone

And shit is stressful cause we tryna get world

But we dealing with some dudes that never work but wanna tag along

And I've been tuned in to the game besides maybe 2011

When I quickly flipped the channel tryna watch the throne

That's what I'm on

When I started this it was, uh

never, uh, never meant to be a thing or a career

It was just like, a form of self expression

So like…

Everything that's in the music is me

So I just like, used my name

So that means, like, what? Do you feel like it's in your blood? Like…

No, not in my b-

It's just like the vehicle I discovered to, to, to, uhh

Express myself

Yeah

In conversation I can never really open up

I can't tell you 'bout the pressure that I'm soaking up

And I can't tell you 'bout the girl that I love dearly but accepted her and I are better people when we're broken up

How I learnt that love's important but it's not enough

Important lessons that I'm learning as I'm growing up

I would tell you more about it but I've moaned enough

All I know is to keep going when the going's tough

All I know is shrug it off and just keep showing up

All I know is keep it humble when we're glowing up

All I know is making music's therapeutic

It's a bonus when we walk into the spot and they just know it's us

When strangers dap me up and tell me keep in touch

But I'm focused on these verses that I'm serving up

Tryna do it and repeat it

So the doubters never question whether it's a stroke of genius or a stroke of luck

To each his own

I'm focused on the peak and tryna reach the zone

Working on the mix tryna complete the songs

Little things like the delivery, the pitch and tone

And shit is stressful cause we tryna get world

But we dealing with some dudes that never work but wanna tag along

And I've been tuned in to the game besides maybe 2011

When I quickly flipped the channel tryna watch the throne

That's what I'm on