Surface Level Lyrics

When I was young

The world was so big

Now that I've grown older

I see what I missed

The pressure was rising

To just fall in line

But I saw my future

It can be that bright

Don't need an advantage

Or a second home

But would you still love me

If you saw it all

Nights of sadness

I'm numb to mask it

Been trying to go far

To just be happy

Nights of sadness

I'm numb to mask it

Been trying to go far

To just be happy

All I did to just feel well

Was the only way out of my own hell

All I did to just feel well

Was the only way out of my own hell

Won't get into detail

But just know the truth

I did this to survive

No thought to hurt you

The ones I kept close

Some have stayed the same

Others have a journey that's too far away

Been all on my own

Don't know who's left to trust

It's not everyday you're in places you love

Nights of sadness

I'm numb to mask it

Been trying to go far

To just be happy

Nights of sadness

I'm numb to mask it

Been trying to go far

To just be happy

Who am I now

I don't know who this is

No this ain't the same person

That you've known for years

Going to places I saw in my dreams

Then I saw my life taken away from me

I'll fight and I'll fight

Don't know how this will end

The world needs a hero

I wanna be it

Change all my ways I hope that you're proud

Cause you gave me life when I came around

The ones I kept close

Some have stayed the same

Others have a journey that's too far away

Been all on my own

Don't know who's left to trust

It's not everyday you're in places you love

I've done this and I've done that

Almost lost my only way back

Left to rot cause of my decisions

I take it all back this ain't how I'm ending

Don't take my journey as a waste

There's something out there

I'll find it my way

Don't take my journey as a waste

There's something out there

I'll find it my way