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I don't know if I'll ever get better

Right now I'm just writing this letter

To my mom and my dad, I'm sorry

I know you don't like it when I party

I told you I was stopping

But I can't even stop this

I do it quite often

When I'm sad or I'm mad

but I'm glad that you were here for me

Even though I don't show it

Even when you didn't know it

You were here for me

Sometimes I can barely breath

Too much stress, and I think it's overwhelming me

It feels like I'm in hell

I keep a lot to myself

Cause I don't want to bring this on to anybody else

It's bad for my health I know, I know

I think the start of my depression was with Brooke

I didn't even learn a lesson

Didn't even look at what went wrong

I made the same mistakes, and now my happiness is gone

Why did I stay for so long?

Why did I keep going on?

I should've given up right from the start

I knew that the whole time

Girls keep playing with my mind

Too much stress on the inside

Give it a rest

It's making me depressed

And now I'm thinking bout suicide

I don't know if I'll ever get better

Right now I'm just writing this letter

To my mom and my dad I'm sorry

I know you don't like it when I party

I told you I was stopping

But I can't even stop this

I do it quite often

When I'm sad

When I'm sad, I tend to get in my feelings

And I'm trapped, none of this has meaning

no no no

Wonder if she'll ever love me

Or will I be lonely?

Will I have nobody?

I said I wonder if she'll ever love me

Is there somebody out there for me?