Nemesism ft. Jack DeNicola Lyrics

Behind the mask I can't hide

No matter how hard I try

Searching my pride for the broken pieces my ego left behind

Demons they hard to ignore

Fighting an internal war

My mind, body and soul tryna take control of me

I know, I know

This disguise won't last forever

I know, I know

Fame and fortune won't make it better

No

Frustrated with myself cause I know I'm worthy

Learning on the fly It's all part of the journey

Fighting for my life sometimes it feels like (Yeah)

Just to fix the void inside (Look)

I use my vices to mask the fear

Who am I behind this mask I wear adapted to the atmosphere

Calm, Cool, Collected So cavalier

To my hopes and dreams I adhere be patient and I'll persevere

I write this to y'all dearly just know I fought fiercely

This road made me weary, checked out from Silk sincerely

I'm speaking loud and clearly, still I feel no one could hear me

The overarching theory, mortal life on earth is scary

(Yeah)

You ever stare into your idols eyes

And see the pain inside the person that you idolize

I apologize I promise those were vital signs

In this life of mine forever in a fight for time

Pressure slowly seeping in I hope I overcome it

The hunger deepens when you hunting on an empty stomach

Life's a bitch, it's not fair but you gotta love it

Raw and Rugged I'm ashamed of what I'm becoming

I know

This disguise won't last forever (I know)

I know, I know

Fame and fortune won't make it better (I Know)

No

Frustrated with myself cause I know I'm worthy (Cause I know I'm worthy)

Learning on the fly It's all part of the journey (Part of the Journey)

Fighting for my life sometimes it feels like (Feels like)

Just to fix the void inside (Void Inside)

Ten toes down I am a soldier (Soldier)

Angels and demons on my shoulders (On my shoulders)

Emotions racing like a roller coaster (Roller Coaster)

Always scared of getting older (Always scared of getting older)

All the little things in life I can't enjoy (Can't enjoy)

Cut from a different cloth I told y'all boys (Told yall boys)

Straight to the top man I ignored all the noise (Ignored all the noise)

Just to fill the void (Yeah) (Look)

Mama said trust in self stick to ya guns

Pops told me stay on point that's how you'll get it done

Little Sis said she aunt I got a couple sons

The haters said I'd never be the one to get it done

I Peep regret in they eyes when they see me now

When I look upon they head I see a stormy cloud

When they look upon my head they only see a crown

I am him/That nigga those my pronouns

(Yeah)

The worst pain makes the greatest music

(True)

And all my exes are my favorite muses

(Foreal)

Surrounded by the evils of Miss Lucy

Devil I rebuke thee

Hope the most high chose me

And don't y'all ever take the shit that I say loosely

See them boys is peons with them don't confuse me

I'm the chosen one , me vs the world yall 0 and sum

I'm a smoking gun

I'll never hold my tongue