Lonely Lyrics

I don't wanna hate myself no more

Hate all these feelings I can't ignore

Given you more than you'd ever need

At my expense and I can't reform

And now I've fallen low

And these nights are long when I'm on my own

Mind is rolling, I'm off the boat

When these waves collide it gets hard to float

I'm screaming underwater, drowning fast

Pray it's ending and it doesn't last

Feeling distant sometimes

I don't feel present, time's running past

Waves crash and I'm just trying to row

In these waters I'm a lonely soul

Searching for what will make me whole

I just hope one day I will find it though

'Cause I don't wanna see my life go by

Why is my guard up at all times?

Always push away everybody

Never trusting love and I don't know why

Some days I'm just a floating vessel

Dissociating you can see me roam

In the darkness tryna find the light

I just hope these waves are gonna take me home

I been feeling lost, I been lonely

Hate that I still feel like no one knows me

Falling on this long road slowly

I don't think I'll ever find the old me

I been feeling lost, I been lonely

Hate that I still feel like no one knows me

Falling on this long road slowly

I don't think I'll ever find the old me

I know that you mean well

I think that it's time the end arrives

I hate to say goodbyes

But but truth is we just don't see the same side

And every time I'm down

You just make me feel like it's my fault that I'm here

'Cause of you I've fallen every year

To new lows, can you please go disappear

I know that you're trying to protect me

But you just make me feel alone inside

Compromising all my self-worth

Hurting people, try to sabotage my life

You been deceiving me, thought you were freeing me

Now I feel like I cannot be loved

My happiness, you been passing it up

I gave my all to you is that not enough?

These days are feeling so cold

I wanna change and I wanna grow

Out of this phase and into my own

Life that I can truly take a hold

And stop all this hiding I need to get out of your shadow

And break the grip of this rope

I'm sorry this time I finally have to go

It's hard when you're all I've ever really known

It's lonely

I been feeling lost, I been lonely

Hate that I still feel like no one knows me

Falling on this long road slowly

I don't think I'll ever find the old me

I been feeling lost, I been lonely

Hate that I still feel like no one knows me

Falling on this long road slowly

I don't think I'll ever find the old me