you can abuse me all you want Lyrics

Find a reason to live again

'k zit aan het Adderall en XTC again

Don't get the wrong idea, I want you to be my friend

I get so damn anxious and I start to see red

I don't want you in my bed, don't get it mixed up

At a point in my life where I feel so stuck

I hardly get me, let alone my intentions

I just wanna care, but my mind in detention

Too much time on my hands

Too much time to understand

Don't act like you love me

I'm not a loving man

I get so damn jealous over things that are a given

But to go out and admit it, that's too much to demand

Laatste keer that I'm true to myself

I just wanna hide and die by myself

I can't stand to see you caring about me

When my insecurity got me treating you so badly

Laat-laatste, laatste

Laat-laatste, laatste

Na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na

Uh-huh

Find a reason to live again

(I'm taking pills to dull the pain in my head)

'k zit aan het Adderall en XTC again

(Just want you as my friend)

Don't get the wrong idea, I want you to be my friend

(Don't get the wrong idea, wrong idea)

I get so damn anxious and I start to see red

(Things in my head, things in my head)

I don't want you in my bed, don't get it mixed up

(I'm not a bad guy)

At a point in my life where I feel so stuck

(I'm just scared so I- I'm just scared, yeah)

I hardly get me, let alone my intentions

(Get me, la-la-la-la)

I just wanna care, but my mind in detention

(I just wanna care, just wanna be there)