Pains Of Growing Lyrics

I'm sorry I'm so depressed

I've got some trauma repressed

I'm working with therapist

to try and deconstruct it

I'm getting shit on my chest

I'm trusting in the process

I'm learning self-acceptance

but this shit takes time

While I am feeling the pains of growing

And I am healing but time is slowing down

And I wonder how much longer this will take

It's been years and still I wonder

If I'll ever reach a breakthrough

You're tired of my problems

You keep trying to solve them

You're feeling overburdened

by the stress I put you under

You wish I could be better

Like when we got together

You're pushing me for progress

but you're not seeing results

Well, I am feeling the pains of growing

And I am healing but time is slowing down

And you wonder if I'll ever be the same

As before and now I'm scared because

I know that I have changed

Will you love me still?

Pains of growing

Pains of growing

Pains of growing

Pains of growing

Feel the pains of growing

Feel the pains of growing

Feel the pains of growing

Feel the pains of growing