OFF THE DOME 2 Lyrics

It's senior year, how the time has changed us all, yeah

As I search for joy, pass on the standards like the ball, yeah

As time pass, more time I spend talking to the mirror on the wall, yeah yeah

One, two, two years ago, felt I hit rock bottom, yeah

And no, I ain't saying that worse still cannot follow, yeah

How I fucked my memory with consistent bottles, yeah

If I ain't had my heart, would be all out of problems, yeah

I would have no problems if my heart was hollow, yeah

These people be assholes, yet I still feel sorrow, yeah

She can piss me off, would still love her tomorrow, yeah

I fear my brothers fake, use what they can borrow, yeah

I be stressing, wish I knew all the answers

How you perfection but to my brain and to my heart, you be a cancer

'Round the conversation I'm a dancer, hide from all the banter, I've taken too much slander

Just cause I could not understand ya, oh yeah

Four years ago, I felt more sane

But from loss and from betrayal, I've taken damage to the brain

Search for my sickness, but swear that what I got ain't got a name

Look at crowd, would take all the pills just so that I be the same

Cause even though I'm different, wouldn't think it make a difference

My search to be happy has been tough cause of different interests

That girl my world, but she listen to goodbye and good riddance

How we used to talk daily, nowadays exchanged not one sentence

I know it's not my business, but fuck business, how you sitting

I know this shit be hard, but I know it can't be worth quitting

They egos rising, all they dream is rooms they fill with ribbons

I never had that drive, the plaques and trophies ain't envision

I hate to seem dramatic, seventeen years lot has happened

Appointed coaches, systematic killing confidence, its flattened

Asked if I moved on I haven't

I still miss my brother Gavin, I refused to right my wrongs

But now I prove I got the talent, oh yeah

Four years ago, I felt more humane

But the cost of living safe means more things I wish I could gain

But you fear to take the step when every step been met with vain

So just lay back and overthink while finding new types of strains

Cause at the end of the day, know I had to keep persisting

But what keeps me going is knowing loved ones are assisted

Shit be motivation, ain't selfless, don't get it twisted

How we both be working, I'm building bonds, you building distance

Ain't focus on school, all I need is money and a mistress

There's other fish, don't wanna cast cause of your mere existence

I call but you dismiss it, and what's worse you be consistent

I feel I got two roads ahead, resistance or repentance

Yeah

Straight from the heart

Straight from the brain

Straight from the dome

Off the dome two

And we really just getting started

So don't play

Don't play

Yeah