PG.22 .! Lyrics

Tired of just getting by

Way I'm living, I been this whole life, oh

Wake through the night

The way I balance out the lows

Hope I don't die, I'm on one

Here's the thing about it

You'd drop to your knees if you heard what I heard, I'm on one

Couldn't tell you who am I

I'm tryna figure that out, all I need is time

I just wanted to talk (Talk to me, yeah)

But you never say much

Know that you hate this

Just to fill the silence I had turned on a playlist

Just to break the awkward tension, asked how your day went

I just wanted to talk

Got you asking how I've been, I saw a demon

Staring in the mirror back at me and ain't leaving

Told me all the broken promises I should've been keeping

You remember it all

Remember that time

I needed a bedroom, Mama needed patience

Remember we was waiting on my sisters application

Hotel hopping, never stable, always switched locations

I ain't been home since I left

I ain't felt at home since I left

Love, show that shit less

Mama asking when I'm coming home

She would like just to see me, yeah

Cause she getting older, it's life

On the move

All of my excuses are lies

Only hear myself everything useless advice

Got a brother that's been locked

I ain't write him in a minute

If you ask me why I didn't my excuse is "a lot", oh

I been caught up with bitches

I been caught in my feelings

I know you worried about me

I really wish that you didn't

I'm not the proudest about it I'll be the first to admit it

I know I told you 'I love you'

Sometimes I'm scared I ain't meant it

Guess I'm a bad friend, I be absent

That's the truth depending on who you asking

Cut my phone off, shits distracting

Oh yeah, check my call logs lets see who that is

Bad habits

These- these days is a bad habit

These bitches remind me that the love is back home

Visiting to reset, never staying that long

It's been mad long

Worried 'bout myself

Guilty 'bout my loyalty to the ones I left

All them couldn't come with me

Just spilling out my honesty

That's been what's up with me

I just wanna hear your voice one more time, where'd you go

I don't wanna think about it no more

You told me you would meet me back home

Wish I could've seen your face one more time, where'd you go

I don't wanna think about it no more

You told me you would see me at home

You told me it wouldn't be that long

(I still feel you here, I still miss you dearly)

I just wanted to talk

But you never say much, you know that I hate that

This ain't the time for silence, need to hear what you thinking

I get out my body, out my mind, it ain't fade yet

I remember it all (Yeah)

Put it all on me (Hey, yeah)

If I take this tab I'll be up the whole week (True)

If I take this X I'll be so out of reach

How they let me get this high and I still ain't hit my peak, yeah

Still ain't hit the peak, fuck them niggas thinking

Had to cut 'em off, let go of the leaches

I just upped an M let that fucking sink in, aye

It's a different day, live that shit like D10

Just to live this way must dive off the deep end

Changes over me but this shit not a secret

Had to get my stripes in order

Niggas wanna switch on gang? Cool I ain't banking on 'em

I could really talk that flame

I can show you how this money make a bitch fuck a lame

I can show you how this money make your day one's change up

Yeah, that's the game, this shit filled up with fake love

Highs and lows, it's everyday, no

It's how it goes at this stage, yeah

Stay out of reach I ain't answering for no one (Nobody)

Don't call me unless it's 'bout a bankroll (Don't call me)

Don't call me I'll stay out the way, oh (Don't call me)

Don't call me lets see what it takes, oh

(We get higher)

Growing pains, yeah this growing pains

This shit come with age and this money

Just to run the pape' up I needed leg room

Fake, I can't do the fake shit

I can't relate to the snakes that speak on my name

Them niggas is dead wrong

Chances you join the gang 'bout slim as her waist

Check the neck just to peep the chain, neon everything dawg

Race across that interstate

Outside with my pole, fuck a case

I'm the one with base, I'm the one they betting on

Put it all on me (Hey, yeah)

If I take this tab I'll be up the whole week (True)

If I take this X I'll be so out of reach

How they let me get this high and I still ain't hit my peak, yeah

(How they let me get this high and I still ain't hit my peak, yeah)