Contemplating (Toxic Humans) Lyrics

I've been waitin', I'm contemplatin'

Said you love me, girl, you were playing

None of this gon' matter when we die

I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry

This ain't love, girl, this more like hatred

I've been down this road so many times before

Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement

But they feel nothing like you, you made me whole

I can't tell if this is a dream

Am I awake, or am I asleep?

I don't have answers, philosophies mean nothing to me right now

And I can't tell, if you were with me or against me

All my friends say you're Icky Vicky

I feel like Timmy, I keep on wishing

For better days, better days

Need some stronger pills, a better daze

I been risking my life since you been away

Tryna' get your attention from far away

I've been having lucid dreams, stupid dreams

Thinkin' 'bout you and me, fluently

I've been experimentin' to take the pain away

Wake up thinkin' I heard your name

I've been waitin', I'm contemplatin'

Said you love me, girl, you were playing

None of this gon' matter when we die

I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry

This ain't love, girl, this more like hatred

I've been down this road so many times before

Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement

But they feel nothing like you, you made me whole

This is the part where I confess that

Most of my relations were toxic

Happiness will come when it's ready

Hold out your hands and embrace it with open arms

This is the part where I confess that

Toxic humans come off attractive

I made this song for anyone that's going through it, I'll clean up the mess

Na, na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

What's the matter? Questions are unanswered

If you need some help, I'm a tweet away, hit me today, hey

I've been waitin', I'm contemplatin'

Said you love me, girl, you were playing

None of this gon' matter when we die

I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry

This ain't love, girl, this more like hatred

I've been down this road so many times before

Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement

But they feel nothing like you, you made me whole