seulB thgindiM Lyrics

I've been on my own for a minute, but I've been alone from the jump

Realized I had to go get it, cause I grew up in the slums

Trying to be the owner, fuck the tenant No disrespect to the ones that's living in

these kind of conditions Don't let them know if you losing or winning

These bitches be picking and choosing when they fuck with a nigga

I'm eating noodles out the cup again, starting not to give a fuck again

Questioning if I wanna live or not, it's getting deep

That's another pill popped, just to help me sleep

Sorry I've been in and out, it's getting hard to figure out

What reality is, heard they mad at the kid

Cause I'm getting after the shit, I feel like Drake

When that bitch said he wouldn't be as big as Trey Songz

See the hate, now it's time to prove 'em wrong

Bitch I'm on one, Had to tell her the truth

If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't know what to do

But I see you ain't fucking with me like I'm fucking with you

And it's cool, but I just need answers

Thoughts been eating at my brain like a cancer

Talking to the devil while she out there dancing

I just wanted some guidance to improve my chances

Had to stop the violence and improve my standings

You had me out here wildn', trying to switch my plans up

Thinking bout all of the things that I could do with her

Then I noticed it was Lucifer that was using her

It hurt a lot, but I knew that I was losing her

Had to let her go, didn't know what else to do with her

Made me feel like I was abusing and accusing her

Just wanted to see her grow as a person

Never seen that she was hurting, just to figure out

All she really wanted was a Birkin, man these bitches worthless

What the fuck am I supposed to say

Never thought that it would go this way

But it did and it is what it is

That's just what you're supposed to say when you're dealing with the shit

I can't help but feel like I'm leaving my people behind

Put it on the beat to hope you can feel what's inside

Got shorty with me, I hope that she can feel what's missing inside

Taking care of others, you pushing your feelings aside

It's Hemi

Midnight Blues