Both Sides Lyrics

Did I really mean something to you

Cuz you just threw our love away

And all of the things I've done for you

Did they mean anything

Did they mean anything

Oh oh oh oh

I really thought I had it thought our souls tied

I gave you all I had and now I got no more tries

I navigated well I didn't need a tour guide

Now you got me thinking did you plan this shit the whole time

Cuz now I'm fucked up my pain could lift a truck up

It caught me by surprise and I can't believe that it snuck up

I said a lot of shit and I'm thinking I should've shut up

Don't know what to do but I'm sitting and yelling what's love

Yeah now that's a dirty word

But I couldn't blame you for it cuz I felt it first

Never talking always bring the action I'm a walking verb

I told you I would love you until January 33rd

And I meant it I don't ever play pretend

All the loving that I gave look where it left me in the end

You made me feel special and wanted that's something big

You knew I struggled with that feeling but you gave it out again

And it's worse than the first time I'm feeling so defeated

I gave a good heart and you gave it back in pieces

You told me about your book but I just didn't read the thesis

Should've listened when you said it but the thoughts were never creeping

You helped me find my self you came just in a time of need

I told you what I wanted really had me beg and plead

Never gave the boy a chance but gave to some who shouldn't see

And now I'm fuckin broken thoughts of 9 up to my head and squeeze

Yeah and now I'm feeling lost

Was cookin with you really thought you was the secret sauce

Did the shit so easily I'm thinking did you care at all

Got a fear of heights but then with you I wasn't scared to fall

Now I can't stand, really should've kept them planted

Talking to my therapist about the broken damage

Searching for a bad day cuz good I'll just never have it

I just wish I knew your side so I could understand it

Did I really mean something to you

Cuz you just threw our love away

Wish I knew your side so I could understand it

And all of the things I've done for you

Did they mean anything

Did they mean anything

Oh oh oh oh

I know I don't express it but you mean the most

I broke some bread with people but with you we was making toast

You were great in every way and I just didn't know

The feelings that would come from what we did and everything I chose

You found your happiness in me and I was glad for it

But I can't be just what you need I couldn't stand for it

And I can't tell you who you should and who you shouldn't love

Just know I did some things that I regret and I just shouldn't of

Yeah and there's no excuse

I regret the fact I hurt you with the way I moved

I could tell I broke you by the things you say and what you do

I never meant to hurt you this a me thing it wasn't you

You found yourself but I'm still looking for me

There's certain shit I gotta do before I let you succeed

And all the shit that you told me I really thought you could be just what I need

But you lied so maybe later we'll see

That shit ain't always what's appearing

Listen to what you hearing

Life ain't always good it ain't perfect like Ed Sheeran

I really hate the thing I did

I always think about the shit

And if I was in the other shoe I wouldn't speak to me again

But the fact that you do is a reason I would give

To do what's best for me and hope you're in this life I live

Not today and not tomorrow maybe on a different planet

And now you know my side I just hope you understand it

Did I really mean something to you

Cuz you just threw our love away

Now you know my side I hope you understand it

And all of the things I've done for you

Did they mean anything

Did they mean anything

Oh oh oh oh