to hell with it Lyrics

I always ignored it

The words that were spoken

I spoke them out instead and kept making excuses

Why do I even do this

It's not what I deserve and I know this

We left a wall between this and now there's no words ever speaking

How are you doing I wouldn't know

What you see outside is always for show

Sure what we had was beautiful but now there's no rainbow to walk on

Why does this always happen

Something is a thing and then it's nothin

It's like a new color not yet invented

I know this was never a real friendship

Broken teeth and broken hearts

Slow cars on a racetrack

Can't get this back only scars

I'm gonna go far gonna go far

Blood and tears on the carpet

Roses and thorns but we touch it

Windows down let the air creep in

I'm gonna be a star gonna be a star