My Script Lyrics

This that life I been living wit

Same life I can't get over wit

So let me narrate my own script

Let me narrate my own script

School in North Carolina, holidays in D.C

Summers in Maryland, every year on repeat

See, those who know me know I split life

From Rocky Mount, Tarboro

To District Heights

Shootin' hoops, at the run and shoot The only shots known to keep you out that institute

Life in Tarboro, once my mother said I do

Introduce ello to them southern country roots

Yeah, a lot that y'all don't know about When mistaken identity got me knocked out

My mother had just stretched my leash out

Then flashbacks of my brother came from a new route

That pain is indescribable

Imagine half of your head gray by the afternoon

You'll use more lines than Roman numerals to numb the pain of your child's funeral, yeah

This that life I been living wit

Same life I can't get over wit

So let me narrate my own script

This that life I been living wit

Same life I can't get over wit

So let me narrate my own script

Let me narrate my own script

This too much for me to write

Cryin' at night, cause I don't remember what he sounded like

I act goofy, plus I hate to fight, cause my brother won his last one, so they took his life

Describe me as a stereotype

Still don't know what my father looks like

As a youth I seen rocks out like grave sites

Not those, the ones you burn in a glass pipe

Careful on what I'm mentioning

Depending on what I say can be real triggering

To myself, my mother, or those who's listening

We don't need the ghost of the past revisitin', nah

Smart never applied myself

Chasing women as my parents supply my wealth

If not parents, it was refund checks

That's why I'm deep in debt, lacking financial skill sets

Captain of a sinking ship, I'm still on deck

Not enough in college, graduated, still seeking sex

Blowing money on shoes like interviews with complex

Body numb from stress, deep depressed, no need for percocets

You should never live off regrets

But I have more liabilities than

assets

Spending money an addiction worse than cigarettes

A transaction is required to purchase that

This that life I been living wit

Same life I can't get over wit

So let me narrate my own script

Let me narrate my own script