What will I ever be? Lyrics

What will I ever be

What will they ever see

A part that they shouldn't

A part of my thats not perfect, working, striving, going out

Making perfect writing cutting out my time and my plans and for what

To make a song or a dance or a paper or anything

Do I really need this

Do I even want to make a song or a dance that's not perfect

What will I ever be

What do I wanna see

I side that's not perfect

I side that lets me

Take a stupid picture and breath it in

Have a real hobby

Cuz maybe she was right what she said

But what would that make me

I'm never done

I'm never finished

I'm always working

Never living

Never giving

Cuz what can you give if youre not working

You're not a man

You're not a son

You're not a lover

Cuz what will I ever be

And how can I let it be cuz I'm scared I wont make it

I'm scared I wont be enough to make it, do it, like it

So maybe I can fake it, move it, delay all my time and my plans

Cuz what will I ever be

And I'm so young but I'm depressed

I'm always stressed about success

And if it's worth the extra work

Cuz if it is I can't go back

I cannot slack

If I go back

Then I'd be failing them

Cuz what will I ever be

What will I ever be

Cuz what will I ever be

Cuz I'm scared I wont be anything