Fourth Watch Woes Lyrics

A shadowed silhouette of my fist

You missed

I didn't

You slept through it again

3am

4th watch

I'm transfigured like Him

Angelic tongues

Your will be done

Deliver your son

Though I know that ain't how it goes

Still I offer this cup

When I wake up tomorrow

Will I be in love

Keep me from lust

My daddy struggled with it

He left us for a rub

But you can bring him back

Healthy and whole

With no strings attached

No puppets here

We real boys

You told me I'd have good news

Wrote it on the calendar and circled it

Work was so crazy

My mind was circling

When I came in the crib

A pregnancy test was what you had did

And you did that

You did that

6 weeks later we want our kid back

3 am

4th watch

I'm in my spot

Hands raised

Giving you props

I boxed

They wasn't movin me

I see this time as opportunity

I passed

So please don't me try again

My wife was scared of getting pregnant again

I comforted her

Her sexy self and me ended up sexin again

We pregnant again

Same ol thang

I'm praying and saying the same ol thang

Anointing belly with the same ol hands

One day away from us having a get back

The devil struck again in the same spot

3 months later we want our kid back

As if my counselor wasn't already uncomfortable

I had lost multiple

Kids and relationships

3 of em left me in a weekend

I opened my home to em

Opened my heart to em

Wallets and thoughts to em

But that's discipleship

Givin your all to someone with no goodbye

They hit they head then they gone blame it on God

They hit a wall and they gone blame it on you

Speak lots of lies of how you wasn't really there

I guess I ghosted you

And clung to the ghost

But 3am when I was wit you the most

And still am

I feel amped

I rehearsed

What you would say to me and it was love

You was honest bout how you left me all alone

But when I shook ya hand

With warm eyes

Yo look was cold

Mouth said the right words

His actions was all wrong

This director could play a role in his own film

No need for a star

I need you now

But I won't need you 2ma

At 3am

Instead ill get it from God

Cause at least when He said He loved me

He proved it when He went to the cross

You said you love me

But I can't get a call

I can't get a like

But I'll continue loving you from afar

One day I'll share with you all that's in my heart

I got it written down and you gone feel every word

It's never personal if I put you in a verse

In fact it's flattery

My mama was a rapper

So this just how I speak

If I'm silent

To me you RIP'd

Cause apathy

Is worse than

Livin constantly

With arguments

I'd rather be

Emphatically

Yelling into a con-fil-ict

Than deaf ears

That hear

Nothing but silence

When yo tongue fully works

Planted and happy

Though my limbs really hurt

No intention to up the roots

Why you changing my turf

If I leave

Will I ever see

The growth of these seeds

Maybe not

But that ain't what u got

And that's what hurts a lot

On top of that you striking while it's hot

How I'm gone provide

Hard to answer when you providing how I'm not

I know I'm too spiritual

I know

And even though you mad at my answer it still won't change

I'm not afraid

I know He'll provide

He'll make a way

You can curse me out

And vent to yo mama

Before we pray

We gone trust God