pity party! ft. Channing Bentley Lyrics

Pity party like I tell on myself

Say I'm perfect, boy, you lie to yourself

I don't want no one to tell me I'm great

You can't kill me, boy, my flesh in the grave

I'm on a whole other level than I was before

Devil make me feel like I'm on the floor

Like I just reset to my old days

Oh, dang, I just reset to my old ways

I climb the mountain then I fall

I don't like talking to the wall

I yell at my demons to tell them I'm yours, Lord

24 hours, I don't make the most of it

I hate to sleep, but it's hard to get out of it

You told me rest so I guess that I'm dozing it

You told me die to my flesh, I go ghost to it

I don't need your pity

So go home lil punk

Why you so worried

I pray like a monk

The way I be praising

You'd think that I'm drunk

He made you a masterpiece

Not piece of junk

If I feel like crying, you know Imma sob

Won't drown in the sorrow, I float on the top

I'm all suited up, yeah, I run with the mob

The heavenly hosts know I'll see when I drop

I know you wanted the best of me

Brother you talk like you big

But you doublethink

Brother, you talk like you Him

But you doublespeak

I don't know why you always tryna test me

You pity the party, no RSVP

Lose yourself in the chaos, you see?

Life's a coaster, ain't no brakes

Thought it easy down hill?

Yeah, you going down

Riding through the struggle,

I raising the stakes

Got scars on my heart, battle wounds on my sleeve

Life's a game full of strife, I'm refusing to leave

Every setback a setup, every challenge a test

Rising up burned out ashes, we ain't feeling the rest

No silver spoon, no easy road

I'm building my empire, brick by brick, load by load

Haters gonna hate, but I'm unfazed

I'm writing my story, tell my tale getting lost in the maze

Play it again you feeling

I turn my pain into power, my doubts into drive

I'm the phoenix, watch me thrive

In this pity party

I'm the king of the room

Turn my struggles to strength

Turn my pain into tune

Into tune, yeah

I confess all my flaws, I ain't got no disguise

Pushing buttons of life, don't sugarcoat the lies

I'm a mess, don't call me great

Staring at my demons, but I seal my fate

Battle devil it's all part of the game

I'm not who I was, I'm evolved

I have grown in the face of adversity

I hold my own

Reset the days, but I won't lose my pace

Learning from my past

Praying to God he show me His grace, yeah

Oh, I climb the mountain then I fall

I don't like talking to the wall

I yell at my demons to tell them I'm yours, Lord

24 hours, I don't make the most of it

I hate to sleep, but it's hard to get over of it

You told me rest so I guess that I'm dozing it

You told me die to my flesh, I go ghost to it