I Miss My Moms ft. Taelor Gray Lyrics

This isn't just I'm sad

You know, there's a distance and a disconnection that

I don't have the power to change

And that's a different level of sadness

Yeah, I miss my mom's

Living off the memories

Noticing me rationing an

I notice the subtraction

Like I use up all the speed force to go back to them

That gladness came when you sang

I catch my breath by counting back from ten

I'm back again

Trapped between these waves that I've been traveling

Where grief becomes a master

It makes you face the scars on top your skin

Til that deeper pain feels natural

I couldn't have grown up faster

Wait, is this that cruel world that I'm gonna wake up to

Been asking Swoope for Wake Up 2

At times still feel like we both been dreaming

Where's that peace the Lord gonna take us to

So where's that joy that comes at morning

That long night returns me to my youth

That little boy gonna face this torment

I miss my mom's

It is well

With my soul

With my soul

It is well

I miss my mom's

With my soul

With my soul

With my soul

On and on and on

On and on and on

Think she's gone, think she's gone

I think she's gone

Was the words from my uncle's mouth

Mama went to sleep, I was asleep

At my mama's house

Care for her as she transitions

That's the reason I'm in town

I seen flying in as a privilege

To see my mama out

I knew the night before

God had told me

Seven days of completion

I had been there a whole week

On the phone with my wife but

I heard a voice from the throne speak

Right there felt the Lord's peace

Though tomorrow knew we was gone weep

I know peace

The kind of pass understanding

That don't make sense

In the moment I felt the weight lift

My mama she had been waiting

With doctor she just a patient

With God she was just patient

Doctor said in 2010 she had a year to live

But she made ten

God gave his ear to listening

When she vents with no complaining

I had to cover, mad at God

She ain't Job, she had a job

Full-time time, one raising me

Seven days a week with no labor fees

I miss my moms

On and on

Seven days plus one

That was the last time in her presence

Transition for seven

On the eighth day she rested

She was close to God in her life

Was even closer to God in her death

I breathed a sigh of relief

I had been holding my breath

I needed God to release

That cancer holding her breast

That cancer holding her stomach, brain and skin

Who knows what's next

I seen the light flash in her eyes

Right before that night passed

Auntie crying down at her feet

Praying for her to fight back

How I miss her so

More than some will ever know

That's Kirk on what you're looking for

Them words real early hit my soul

When I heard that as a kid

There's no way I could know the meaning

My mama played me that CD

I guess she knew that I need it

I didn't know what grief was

But now I know it closely

I used to have nosebleeds

Now I got floor seats up close

Personal, every single detail

So when you see me in personal know

Boy I'm just trying to grieve well

Yeah, yeah

Yeah

I grieve

For Diana

For those who passed

For Leigh-Anne

I grieve

For Sam O

For those who passed

We grieve for those in the past

Those that I grieve

For those who passed

But not without hope

Those that I grieve

And some glad morning

When this life is over

I'll fly away

And when I die

Hallelujah by and by

I'll fly away