Dad Song (Chopped N Screwed) (Erick40 Mix) ft. RJ Full Range Lyrics

It feels like somebody turned off the lights, off the lights

Every time that you leave me this isn't easy

La, da, da, da, da, da

Isn't easy

It feels like somebody turned off the lights

Every time that you leave, leave me this isn't easy

La, da, da, da, da, da

Isn't easy

Apart of you lives in me, but how'd I get less of a portion?

Maybe it's the empty got me feeling like an orphan

A knife to my soul, emotional abortion

Spent my life trying to be someone important

Scarred in the heart, scarred in the heart, scarred in the heart

Everyday a war in the dark I push us farther apart

You taught me 'bout cars, but I couldn't ever get it

Flash back, I didn't want to remember your visits

Full of hate in me, had so much pain in me

Momma couldn't change it, God please, God please take this from me

Caged deep in grief that nobody knows

Surrounded by space in this place cuz nobody's home

So I kicked dust & pulled my hoody up

Searching for acceptance, but never felt good enough

Looking up for a figure as a man

How can I learn to walk when I can barely stand, stand

So many years crying tears of anguish

Which I believe led to the fears I'm stained with

My heart became dark like eerie parts of the basement

I was filled with this hatred

And when you came around I began to resist

All you saw was a young man with clenched fists

Thought I had life figured out, but then came the question

Will I ever extend you the forgiveness?

It feels like somebody turned off the lights, lights

Every time that you leave me this isn't easy

La, da, da, da, da, da

Isn't easy

It feels like somebody turned off the lights

Every time that you leave me this isn't easy, easy

La, da, da, da, da, da

Isn't easy

You exist in memories so distant

At times I can't recall if they're fact or fiction

I was spoon fed poisonous lies, poisonous lies

Anger left unchecked could only grow more bitter

Took a wake up call for me to reconsider

That's when truth came out, now I'm needing your forgiveness

Black notebook, ink covered in heartache

I saw how the big picture looked it made my heart break, made my heart break

Never wanted you to leave then the light went out

Darkness cut my heart like a knife inside & out

I search to find words that could make up for the damage done

Found one way to break it down to the dad I love

The Lord Jesus, He set me free

When He healed my wounds cuz His love went deep

Drowning in a river of grief fighting just to breathe

'Til the light shined on me and now I can see, and now I can see

Back home like the prodigal

To reconcile with the man I never got to know

See, life is looking past all of the thorns on the rose

Every feeling of anger, betrayal, they got to go

To everything it's a season and now's the time to heal

Years go by, only God knows when our time is near

Heard the words of my father in heaven, I know why I'm here

Christ turned the light on & finally my life is clear

Once I was blind & corrupted by lies, by lies

Yes, I have seen & now I am free, yeah

La, da, da, da, da, da (la, da, da, da)

Yes, I'm free, yeah

Don't want you to die without knowing Christ

So repent & believe in the name of Jesus

La, da, da, da, da, da

In the name of Jesus