Capsized ft. Matthew Jo, Asher Fulero, Max Ribner & Tyrone Hendrix Lyrics

I am holding onto you for the last time

Capsized, sinking, feeling like I made mistakes I must live by

Hoping that I'll find somebody new

Just to ease the time and see me through

And memories I'm just trying to let em pass by

Cause I am holding onto you for the last time

Get away from my window

I got nothing for you in store

My life is in limbo

Then it hit me like a rib broke

It's simple

Every single woman wanna shape me like a stencil

Now I mingle no rain when you're single

You can find me out living where the wind blows

Withholding all the pain so I get low

Splitz like a skitzo

That's why I spit flows

And everybody wanna pop like crypto

Social dystopia. Big bro

Roaring twenties but it feels like eighty four

Wanna change course but oh well it's what we paid for

Pop some love like a drug then I swallow it

Build relationships up then demolish em

Healthy love round here it's the opposite

Role models never really taught me much confidence

So where you gonna go and frolic when the music stops?

When it all plays out like a murder plot?

When the young guns come up and they take your spot?

Last shot all fade away and you ain't the boss

Taking damage like companionship is warfare

Hold the line till somebody have the right stare

And I'm aware that I gotta find the right flare

Till then I'm sorry and I gotta hang it right here

Cause

I am holding onto you for the last time

Capsized, sinking, feeling like I made mistakes I must live by

Hoping that I'll find somebody new

Just to ease the time and see me through

And memories I'm just trying to let em pass by

Cause I am holding onto you for the last time

Another one night stand by my night stand

This is fun but it couldn't last a life span

But is it really that fun Rush really

In your thirties gotta get more serious

And I'm curious why you stay so distant

Still living with the same addictions

And adrenaline is so persistent

But that medicine won't cure your sickness

Big vision gotta get it on a mission

I'm committed on my ninth inning

Hit it till I'm winning

Watch me stick it like a gymnast

Bout to witness my commitment

Setting records like I'm Guinness

I'm impressive with the fitness

Intuition fell down like a cold rain

I think I'm sinking down deep in my old ways

Say I love yah but the word's don't hold weight

She's been moving closer

I need more space

Am I just way too stuck up in my flow state

But I can tell there's been a change is it old age

How many fake lame Jane's I gotta take out on a date

To find a soul mate that'll take it to the grave hey

Someday this all might change

Life is just light and shade

I have been writing trying to find a way I can explain

Bottom like is I know that it hurts

You could probably do better

I could probably do worse

But first things first gotta work on yourself

Don't contradict yourself like you're drinking to health hell

But it all went up in flames

And it cost me all my faith

And that forecast called for pain

Soon as we went our separate ways

Cause I am holding onto you for the last time

Capsized, sinking, feeling like I made mistakes I must live by

Hoping that I'll find somebody new

Just to ease the time and see me through

And memories I'm just trying to let em pass by

Cause I am holding onto you for the last time

For the last time

For the last time

I am holding onto you for the last time

For the last time

For the last time

I am holding onto you for the last time

For the last time

For the last time

I am holding onto you for the last time

For the last time

For the last time

I am holding onto you for the last time

The trouble with you is, you don't seem to understand what love is really about

I've never seen anything like it

You don't have to get sore about it, do yah

Well I'm sorry, but look at it this way

You just haven't been around enough to know what love really is