Lost Lyrics

Without my children in my life im feelin so lost

Do whatever to get em dont care bout no cost

When they aint with me cant think straight its like my souls not

Even in my body im just hoping that this roads not

Too long before I hold em again

I try to write a new song it dont feel right gotta vent

About the pain I feel inside that's what I do with this pen

So lately every single verse I writes about missin them

I would never put anybody ahead of you

People sayin different please dont believe what they tellin you

Zaedon baby boy your so big man you gon be seven soon

Shoulda done shit sooner im really sorry for lettin you

Experience the things that you have

That goes for all three of my babies Zane you my little man

My Ziila girl you just so beautiful I dont understand

Why she keepin you away from me im makin a plan

And imma stick to it I miss you this is too much to stand

But I won't break ill keep on pushin till i see you again

I know its hard now trust me I know but this cant

Break the bond we have between us on my word as a man

There aint a minute of the day that y'all are not in my head

A life without my kids? man id rather be dead

I try my best to be a decent person showin respect

But i could just snap at any minute want this bullshit to end

Yeah

Lost without you

Lost without you

Theres not a minute gone by that I aint thought about you

Lost without you

Man im so lost without you

I swear theres not a second goin by that I aint thought about you

I been thinkin bout this life its goin so fast

I love my babies you know me then you gone know that

I keep my chin up and smile but I feel so sad

Cant be more done with their mother ill never go back

Why use my babies to control me?

I finally got a girl and she's the shit but i feel lonely

If I aint got my kids then I got nothin im just hopin

I get to them before you cloud their minds and they dont know me

I worry bout them everyday just

Sit alone and close my eyes hopin that imma wake up

From this nightmare im livin I wanna take drugs

But i gotta stay sober and get my cake up

Lawyers they aint free man I need me more than a paystub

Cant be out here doin no stupid shit gotta make some

Changes today know it only take one

Time if I slip just a little its back to phase one

Gotta keep my head right on my shoulders

Dont wanna miss another second they just keep gettin older

You keep my kids and me apart you dead to me's what I told her

My back is holdin up so much but I won't budge im a soldier

I made this cuz I miss my kids

And I dont even think she realize this shit is

Not a game its real life aint no fixin this

Can steal my truck and break my window I just need my kids

Yeah

Lost without you

Lost without you

Theres not a minute gone by that I aint thought about you

Lost without you

Man im so lost without you

I swear theres not a second goin by that I aint thought about you

(Daddy loves you guys ill see you soon)