Heathen Lyrics

"Tell me is it worth it?"

"The pain?" I thought

Trial and tribulation

I brought upon

Myself, I felt

A rush of sin

Under my skin

It's seeping in and

Is this even living?

Spirit is shaken, I'm aching for help

Thought me independent

Trying to get to heaven but heading for hell

Maybe I can't help it

Then again I know I am lying to myself

Self inflicted

See then, can even, a heathen be healed?

Thought I built a system

To stand upon

But I never listen

And the stage I formed

Decayed, it faded

Ashes smolder

Feeling colder

Breath it in

Will I feel the wind

Against my skin again?

I'm falling in and

Is this even living?

Spirit is shaken, I'm aching for help

Thought me independent

Trying to get to heaven but heading for hell

Maybe I can't help it

Then again I know I am lying to myself

Self inflicted

See then, can even, a heathen be healed?

Immersed in the water

Feeling blood

But is there a future?

Am I the only one?

Is this even living?

Spirit is shaken, I'm aching for help

Thought me independent

Trying to get to heaven but heading for hell

Maybe I can't help it

Then again I know I am lying to myself

Self inflicted

See then, can even, a heathen be healed?