lookin' Lyrics

I got back on my meds

Haven't drank in weeks

I called my mom

I took a shower

I'm matching my socks

Got myself to a dentist

Think I may finally

Get my shit together

And nobody's lookin'

Nobody's lookin'

Nobody's lookin'

Nobody's lookin'

Nobody's lookin'

Nobody's lookin'

Nobody's lookin' now

Well the pills don't hold

I reopened my tabs

Rolled myself door to door

Screaming at God

With bile on my hands

Sleeping in a puddle

In the promised land

And everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin' now

Everybody's lookin' now

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Everybody's lookin'

Only when you fuck it up,

But you can't help but fuck it up

You always fuck it up

You always fuck it up

Feels like everybody's lookin'

At you all the time

Every day feels like

Everybody sees you

Sees you

Sees you

Sees you

Sees you

Sees you

Everybody sees you

Sees you

Sees you

Sees you

Everybody's lookin' now

This is the afterbirth of a moment

I swore you'd never catch me growin'

I guess we never really stop

Yeah, this is how it always is

I'm sorry you had to be here for this

But now that we're here

Can you see me through

The mess I make?

The mess

I make