scars. Lyrics

(Zephyr)

I just want my scars

To go away, to go away

I just want my scars

To go away, to go away

I fucked up, again

Can't see the end

The cycle has been starting

And stopping inside my head

I've hid my cards,

I'm bluffing

My hands worth nothing

But I've been betting

As if I have four aces I've been hiding

I've just been raising the stakes

I'm so high, it's all fake

A mistake, then I fall

To the ground, lost my ways

How can I be great?

The road is too long to go on

I just have too much on my plate

Need some time and space for so long

Tryna finish my T-bone steak

She finds me funny, a smile and it's sunny

Her voice is like honey, addicted to her

Gotta make money so that when we marry,

Can buy her a ring as pretty as her

Smoking and smoking and smoking and smoking

It's 4 in the morning they still pass the blunt

I'm waiting on you, hide my scars from public's view

Hide my scars from all their view

I can make it on my own

With or without them

Cause of you my heart's made of stone

I've got my friends on the phone

She wanna link, they wanna drink, I wanna be alone

Inhale, exhale in the zone

They split it and hit it and rip it

Got than Capone,

I need to find my way back home

I need to find my way back home, yeah

My blood is dripping in the sink

Can't catch a break, can't catch a wink

A great chaos in my head

I'm paranoid, I need a shrink

Oh no, my world is dying

But if I just make a milli

Everything will be just fine

I'm sick and tired of idiots

They're just so fucking delirious

Yeah they can't really be serious

Carry their stubbornness, Sisyphus,

Up on a hill

They're willing to die on

Well fuck your highness, huh

Swiss watch on my wrist

My time's out, I ball my fist

Watch out while I pop this lid

Can't wait to look back on the things I did

She finds me funny, a smile and it's sunny

Her voice is like honey, addicted to her

Gotta make money so that when we marry,

Can buy her a ring as pretty as her

Smoking and smoking and smoking and smoking

It's 4 in the morning they still pass the blunt

I'm waiting on you, hide my scars from public's view

Hide my scars from all their view

I can make it on my own

With or without them

Cause of you my heart's made of stone

I've got my friends on the phone

She wanna link, they wanna drink, I wanna be alone

Inhale, exhale in the zone

They split it and hit it and rip it

Got than Capone,

I need to find my way back home

I need to find my way back home, yeah

They all love me but I don't know if it's true

I should run for president

Hoping that the voice inside my head

Isn't a permanent resident

None of my regrets were sent

Mac was right, I hope you had a good ascent

I don't have no precedent

Hope I'll be part of the 10 percent

Yeah, I know you're angry

You have that temper scent

A summer gone by

The time really came and went

With it came my scars

But they never really left

(Really left)

(Fuck