Step 1 Lyrics

They say the ending to anything is everything

And the hardest part is starting

So right now y'all finna see me take my first step towards

Towards being great towards being something

To just finding myself to just being myself

So I just hope you feel something at the end

I swear i used to cry and wonder why my momma made me

Wish she woulda killed the baby

I was cursed as an adolescent manic from depression

Had no dreams or admirations facing harsh reality

But it was always something special in me

All those lonely nights became a blessing

And all those hardships were a lesson

Gave me ammo for my weapon

Made a choice to use my voice

And play the hand that God had dealt to me

Until Cupid had shuffled

And now i'm dirty dancing off the edge of life

Sometimes its like my souls been commandeered

I don't know who is steering

Stay clear of myself because I'm God fearing

Daydreaming while I wait when I awake

When I then realize I was slave to fate

It happened for a reason there was no mistake

And now i'm living in a parallel

On a never ending ferris wheel

I fell but i won't ever fail my fucking mission

If you listen life ain't shit but constant repetition

Everybody got a job face the day and just play yo position

Shit be ironic how life works

How i can be so scared to open up and let people in

Or even talk at all

But I come inside a booth And i just give all my emotion

and i tell it to a microphone

Then I put it out for the world to hear it

Then people in the world hear it and be like

Man thats the same shit Im going through

Man I feel yo pain

Like man that shit be crazy to me

So I cant keep on harboring all this hate

Everyday i must create to help my heart escape

Cause i'm in my own way

I'm tryna elevate and penetrate the hearts of man

So deep inside my mind sometimes i fall behind

So blind you wouldn't even understand

I think and think and think until my own ship starts to sink

And now I'm underwater drowning in my head

Should I have taken the other route instead

Of putting my life at risk

To break the chains up off my wrist

I just wish that love and hate ain't have to coexist

Im trippin my heart is missing

God listen I'm praying wishing

I'm stressing fucked up my blessing

While trapped in a deep depression

Then i look into the mirror and I see nothing clearer

Than a shadowed figure

All the glimmer make it hard to differ

When i die just want my name to be revered

Cause through the years I sacrificed a lot

And shedded plenty tears

Now I'm beefing wit my own reflection

Bringing hell through my projection

Nah this shit ain't music just a journey

Through my introspection