Something Terrible is About to Happen Lyrics

I've been drinking too much

And I've fallen in love

With the things that hurt me

I think it's enough

But it's never enough

And my throat starts burning

Now I've been too old for a very long time

To try and still be like the kids that I liked

4 or 5 years ago

Clench my fingers tight in my palm

No such thing as "Remain calm"

Now I'm spitting up all the words that I trust

In exchange for a story

I'll always come up with new ways to give up

My mother warned me

She said "son, you'll fuck up

You'll think that you're tough

And it'll make them leave you alone

But you'll fight too much

You'll fight who you love

And lose everything you chose"

Twenty years old, I was bitter and cold about my teens

Letting it go and not tugging the rope is the hardest thing

Existential pessimism

Suicidal-led decisions

Living my life in front of a screen

Believing in things that I've never seen

And I'm fighting all these fake addictions

Tryna find the right religion

And all I come back to is the drink that's still in my hand

I wanna smile again