Insecure ft. Kaimetsu Lyrics

What do you do when you don't know what to do

Put all your time in a basket and hope it blooms

Cut deep see if you bleed red or blue

Battling my demons they won't let me leave my room

Fuck this bullshit I'm only gettin fake love

From the same ones that are tellin me to stay up

Ears perked up bringing up a pay stub

But won't bat an eye when you got the case of

Suicide has been on my mind

Why can't I find what I'm lookin for in life

Pale skin creeping in cold as ice

Eyes wide windows to the other side

Accidental overdose of some kind

Maybe mutilation you decide

I, Don't give a fuck anymore

I'm too insecure

Wakin up in limbo

Sadly in the same state

Physically at standstill

Mentally a foot race

Where did all my friends go

Maybe I pushed them away

Maybe I pushed them away

Another sad song but a happier beat

Got my mother on hold we don't talk we don't speak

I can feel it in my bones another human I need

But every human I meet seems to shoot for my knees

6 shooter sold to the one with they eyes wide shut

They don't like my blunt they don't like my brush

World around feelin like Mein Kempf

Some days wanna climb highest building and jump

Try to flock with my feathers but they opt to quit

We all aimed at the stars most often we'd miss

But it's the art that I miss the compilation of discs

That even today would leave people's oxygen at risk

Something tells me not to slow my grind

Possible to blow at anytime

I, Don't give a fuck anymore

I'm too insecure

Wakin up in limbo

Sadly in the same state

Physically at standstill

Mentally a foot race

Where did all my friends go

Maybe I pushed them away

Maybe I pushed them away

Wakin up in limbo

[Sadly in the same state]

Physically at standstill

[Mentally a foot race]

Where did all my friends go

[Maybe I pushed them away]

[Maybe I pushed them away]

[Waking up in limbo]

[Physically at standstill]

[Where did all my friends go]

[Maybe I pushed them away]

[Maybe I pushed them away]

[Maybe I pushed them away]