Dont Blame Lyrics

Crazy how me trusting myself, made me lose yours

So much pain from moments of passing pleasure

Wounds can heal, but some scars last forever

Certain things, apologies don't make better

Ties to darkness from my youth I couldn't sever

So weak from years of folding to pressure

Mind polluted, Satan loves robbing our innocence

Don't have roommates, but it's shame and guilt we living with

Left hand, ain't know the right hand, been deep in sin

Secrecy and keeping things that make demons grin

Sin heavy, no wonder sleep paralysis had me stuck

Can't blame nothing on my trauma though, I will not pass the buck

Eve gave Adam the fruit, but Adam had a choice

Listen to his soulish nature, or heed the Father's voice

Lean on our own understanding, till it fall out from under us

The weight of the sin crushing me, death by a ton of lust

It's crazy, never thought it could go this far

I hurt so many people I cared about

It took so much for me

Crazy how me trusting myself, made me lose yours

So much pain from moments of passing pleasure

Wounds can heal, but some scars last forever

Certain things, apologies don't make better

Crazy how me trusting myself, made me lose yours

So much pain from moments of passing pleasure

Wounds can heal, but some scars last forever

Certain things, apologies don't make better

I don't blame you for not wanting to be near

And even though it hurts, I can love you fine from here

Trying to keep your heart guarded, from what you can't see clear

It's clear, sometimes it's hard to face our fears

Cause sometimes following is tears

When I look in the mirror, don't want all omens to appear

I know freedom is possible cause you promised

Sometimes it feels so far away, that's if I'm being honest

I got so used to the chains, but where's the change

God help me, I don't wanna be the same

Crazy how me trusting myself, made me lose yours

So much pain from moments of passing pleasure

Wounds can heal, but some scars last forever

Certain things, apologies don't make better

Crazy how me trusting myself, made me lose yours

So much pain from moments of passing pleasure

Wounds can heal, but some scars last forever

Certain things, apologies don't make better