With all of this pain Lyrics

With all of this pain, I'm still livin' life

Laughin' through it, helped us get by

With all of this pain, I should've quitted life

But the fighter in me wouldn't let a nigga die

With all of this pain, it's no wonder why I'm still alive

Dream chasin' just to keep this dream alive

Thankin' God for these angels that keep me right

Cause hangin' with these demons don't let you sleep at night

They say as you get older, the times get colder

They found my cousin Joey, he was slumped right over

I took death in threes, now it's Henny and soda

Family leanin' on me, I'm still missin' my daughters

with all this weight of the world, it just fell on my shoulders

Time and time again, I try to fill you with knowledge

When they can't control you, they try to restrain you with orders

It's no wonder why I'm filled up with this paranoia

I had to bottle my pain, I had to battle through pain

Cause I shined so bright, you never knew it would rain

I felt so numb, I was lost in the pain

Cause it hurt so bad, I had to struggle with fate

Had to stumble to make, what a tumble to take

Cause I wasn't lettin' anything get in the way

Cause I was uncomfortable with settlin' with fate

With all of this pain, I'm still livin' life

Laughin' through it, helped us get by

With all of this pain, I should've quitted life

But the fighter in me wouldn't let a nigga die

With all of this pain, it's no wonder why I'm still alive

Dream chasin' just to keep this dream alive

Thankin' God for these angels that keep me right

Cause hangin' with these demons don't let you sleep at night just gotta

Learn how to hold your own

In this place, we're doin' time that we call our home

Shoutout to Mom Dukes, pickin' up the phone

This is real life shit, you better reach your own

I'm on the pull-up bar, tryna get big and swole

Hang rats by the neck, it's what I always been told

Shoutout to Pop Dukes, doin' time wall po

I told him in these streets, turn my heart so cold

I fear no man, even if they hold a weapon

Them thugs roll slow, but I'm rollin' in the seven

I can declear nuclear warfare

Talkin' bout them streets and them kids, shootin' with no fear

Talkin' bout them kids and them streets with no care

Talkin' bout them kids and them streets with no tears

Talkin' bout them kids and them streets with no fear

With all of this pain, I'm still livin' life

Laughin' through it, helped us get by

With all of this pain, I should've quitted life

But the fighter in me wouldn't let a nigga die

With all of this pain, it's no wonder why I'm still alive

Dream chasin' just to keep this dream alive

Thankin' God for these angels that keep me right

Cause hangin' with these demons don't let you sleep at night