Can't Focus Lyrics

I thank God for allowing JR to be here

And I'm just thankful and grateful for him and all things

For everyone you know

And I think that's what Bianca would want to

She probably looking down now smiling, saying

Look at them

Ya know, yeah

To god be the glory

I can't focus

I feel low

Just wanna talk

Can't let go

Just one call

Ill pick up

My phone died

It just load

It just load

Yeah

Thinking of the words cause you deserve that

Cause I can see ya image and your vision through your scarf cap

Beat a nigga door, don't do no soft tap

Type of smile, when you open up, It slow your heart down

Remember it was literally just you and me

From Grandma Gladys' house till we moved up the street

Hustler and a player, never little league

Speeding in the Jag, who on your right side? Little me

Loving on my mama was my energy

But shit was like a blur all the way to 17

I fell into the trap, a fact, no Ripley's

Did shit you wouldn't believe and put that on my only momma

I can't focus

I feel low

Just one talk

Can't let go

Just one call

I'll pick up

My phone died

It just load

I can't focus

I feel low

Just one talk

Can't let go

Remember you would always tell me keep my feathers clean

Quoted like a scripture, spirit was so heavenly

Thought you would never leave

Nightmares with a hundred screams, a hundred leaves

Blowing in the wind, hit by a hundred bees

I can tell inside the way this pain feel, this'll never leave

Went inside my phone, read all your texts that I never seen

Told lil bruh don't cry no more, I got you dog, I never leave

Now I read my up aunt Vanessa texts that I never read

Think about how when your birthday come up, it's gon' hurt, lil me

I'ma play that Bobby Womack singing every word the sing

I'ma play your favorite songs and drank away this hurt in me

Right beside your grave, and let you dance around this dirt

I can't focus

I feel low

Just one talk

Can't let go

Just one call

I'll pick up

My phone died

It just won't

I can't focus

I feel low

Just one talk

Just one call

Can't let go

Just to let you have your way in our lives

And just to trust you Lord for in all things

And just to let your will be done in our hearts and lives

And I thank you for all your love and your strength

And I thank you for all your grace and praise and your mercy

For all you've done, for all you will do

And for all you're about to do, Lord

In Jesus' name, amen

Amen

Thank you, baby

Thank you so much